Wednesday, February 3, 2010

Yearning...

Last night as I was uploading these pictures, tears welled in my eyes. They were tears of happiness and tears of sadness. Sadness, because I had hoped and prayed that I would be walking in their shoes this past year. Tears for longing to hold another baby, feed another baby as his or her eyes gaze up at mine, tears for not getting to search the baby name books for a name beginning with the letter G. It didn't happen, and I am okay with that too. I will not dwell in what isn't going to be, but the happiness that I have with the two beautiful blessings that bring smiles to my face every single day, and the happiness that fills my heart getting to capture this experience with others...








There is always 2010 to be hopeful, right? BUT DANG IT, I am getting old!

7 comments:

Kristine said...

I've got baby fever myself. I know four pregnant women right now. We are thinking about trying this year but not sure yet. You go first:-)

Beth Dunn said...

beautiful pics
xoxo

SC

KendraJane said...

A good friend told me she always knew she wanted six kids. Now that life has "happened" and she's got five children, her husband has said he's totally done. Since then she's come to the conclusion that her "sixth baby" will be her new business that she recently started. She knows that it will need the time, dedication and patience that a newborn would need.
So, although BabyG3 will be in my prayers, I thought that might be something for you to chew over!

I heart said...

Awww! I hope 2010 is YOUR year! :)

booderbean's momma said...

well friend, you know i've been praying on this for you for a long time now. and i'll continue my prayers for sure!
you are such a talented lady and SO GOOD at what you do! your kiddos are amazing and have an amazing momma and daddy--the next one will be just as lucky! hugs!Q

Trudy said...

In God's time Bec, He may have different plans for your loving Motherering and talents. I will never stop praying that yours are answered. Enjoy the kiddo's each moment you have as I know you do. Tk you for sharing with us all. You have made so many parents happy with the talent of your photography as they await their blessing. Bless You,
Trudy

Coco said...

It will happen. And if not, you have A LOT to be thankful for and it wasn't in His plan.

I know you know that....